Growing Inside: Taking Space

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Taking Space

I need to retreat again from this blog world.
I need to intentionally create space between my spirit and body
And all the pain and suffering that is around me.
I need to stop myself from hearing when more babies die,
When someone else gets cancer,
Etc...
For the same reason I don't read the paper or watch the news,
Because I am just too emotionally sensitive and raw.

I'm not sure exactly what that means for my own blog,
But I know it means I will be staying away from reading other blogs.
It doesn't mean I don't care.
It just means I need space.

I'm going to open the door,
Step outside,
Look at the morning sunlight on the trees,
Listen to the cicadas,
And breathe in the fresh air around me.

That's what my body and spirit need most.

5 comments:

Sara said...: I'll miss you, but glad you are doing what you need for yourself. I hope you are refreshed by your time away.; September 3, 2009 10:32 AM
Anonymous said...: I also agree that taking a break is a good idea..you'll never forget but trying to carry everyone elses burden is difficult..Unfortunately there is always another burden around the corner.. Great idea whose time has come..stan dad; September 3, 2009 11:32 AM
Monique said...: It's necessary sometimes and I fully support you, Gal. Abiding by you.; September 3, 2009 12:06 PM
sweetsalty kate said...: This makes all the sense in the world. Much love to you, Gal. xo; September 3, 2009 1:24 PM
erica said...: I'm glad that you are doing what you need to do. Sometimes we have to let the raw and sensitive parts of us have some peace in order to heal. Sending love and wishing your body and spirit well.; September 3, 2009 1:26 PM

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